Shocker :(

so... its a friday night at 951. im sitting in my dorm room, alone, watching two weeks notice. now dont get me wrong... i love hugh grant and sandra bullock. but... spending a friday night alone on a college campus thats having a carnival at this very moment- super lame. my bff -ash- broke up with her beloved boyfriend yesterday. then drove about 2 hours south to go talk to him and get back together. and stephanie is spending the night with her boyfriend... and im spending it with... well, no one. but ya know, whatev. yesterday i deleted the last piece of evidence of having an ex boyfriend from wales from my phone. and surprising... i was ok. i still need to write about the whole story. but im still not in the mood. lets just say... we met in mexico, spend every waking moment together the entire week, fell in love, were gonna get married, found out his ex's kid was his, he broke it off, havent heard from him since august '08 and im still kinda crazy about him. yeah, i was ok when i deleted it yesterday. but if he called me up right now and said he wanted to get back together... id take him back in a heartbeat. i never ever thought i would/could fall in love. but i was sooo wrong... im not good when it comes to relationships. ill have to write about that sometime too. im kind of a horrible person when it comes to them actually. which sucks. ive already decided that ill be one of those cute women in her early thirties, lives in a cute little apartment, has a pretty good job, and no relationship. shes got a lot going for her and nobody understands why shes still single. and then she ends up being single forever. yupp... thats me in about 10 years. uhg, im sooo behind. stephs got a promise ring from chase. ashleys bf already knows the exact date hes gonna ask her to marry him. and i dont even have a boyfriend??!! what the hell, man. seriously. but its weird... i want a boyfriend but then when i get to the point where i could have one... i say no and dont want one. ill like someone, chase them til they like me, once they do and we start to get close- i put this wall up and i dont ever let anybody in. im trying to work on it. but... so far its not going so well... oh well... i guess nows not the time for one, huh...?? OH!! American idol this week... Anoop got voted off

i voted for him 225 times that week. seriously. i think hes incredible. i wanna go to the concert if they come here... but last year it was in september.... and if it is this year... ill be in London. which will be kick ass. but i really really wanna see this season 8 group!!!

i just found out something great!!!! theyre gonna be in indianapolis on september 5th. 3 days BEFORE i go to london!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!

Well... Hi. I'm Robin, and I'm a college student. Nobody knows I have this blog, so I figure that nobody will read it. But, honestly, that's ok with me. I really just want it as kind of a journal. Or my way of venting about things. Whichever works. Right now, I'm at the library on campus, putting off my homework, as usual. And listening to Anoop Desai If you don't know who he is, well, we can't be friends. Sorry :( He's a contestant on American Idol, my favorite. Now, I'm obsessed with American Idol and will probably talk about it A TON. At least until it's over anyway. So, if you absolutely hate American Idol... you better stop reading my stuff, if you haven't already :p Anyway... like I said... love American Idol. And Lie to Me. If you've never seen that show... get on it. It's amazing. So amazing. What else do I like?? Not much. I'm kinda lame when I actually think about it. Which kinda sucks, but I guess I can deal with it. I'm not the most lame thing in the world so it's all good :) Well, I like football. Love football. GO COLTS!! D. Clark, Bobby Sanders, and Gonzalez :) I love to watch House and Pysch. Pysch is hilarious... CSI, Monk, and Fringe are good too. Fringe is kinda trippy and freaks me out, but its way good. Now, I'm ashamed to admit this, but I'm really starting to like... Family Guy :/ The show is stupid but I can't not watch it. What else?? Movies. Movies are like my life. French Kiss a good one, 16 Candles, The Wedding Date, While you were Sleeping, Mamma Mia, Twilight (yes, I know, but it is a good movie), Troy, Wanted, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, War of the Worlds, Paycheck, The Goonies, Eagle Eye, Push, TAKEN... and about 10 million more. Taken is an absolutely incredible movie. It scared the piss outta me, but it was wonderful :) hhhmmm... what else is there...?? My dad has a boat, so we go out on the boat in the summer. Yeah, I'm a college kid, 19 years old. I'm super short: 4'11" and I'm bein legit. My major is travel & tourism. I went to Mexico last summer as a graduation present, and my sister went to the UK for 3 weeks with some People to People thing. Anyway... I kinda became obsessed with wanting to go places and see the world. I really wanted to wait to start college and do a ton of traveling first. But... I'm broke. So I figured college would be better. Anyway... I'm in love with the UK. I'm studying abroad there for the fall semester actually. I'll be there for 3 months. I can't wait :D The days are counted down. 153. Whoa. I've got some friends that live in the UK. They're all so amazing. I can't wait to get to spend some time with them. Now, there is a reason behind my loving the UK other than my sister loves it and some friends are there. But that is a long long long story and to be honest, I'm soo not in the mood for that story right now. Maybe next time. Or never. Who knows. Well I guess now I should talk about my best friend in the whole wide world- Ashley. I'm in her blog so I figured I'd put her in mine :p We've been friends since we were 5. She's exactly the same height as me. No joke. Brown hair, brown eyes that change to greenish in the sun- they're super pretty :) oh yeah... and... our butts. They're pretty big. Well, not pretty big, they are big. But... they're phenominal :) ha. really, they're pretty nice. So, were just two short girls with big asses, roomin together and lovin' life. For the most part. Ashley's got this boyfriend who she thinks is absolutely incredible. He's alright, nothing special. Except that he's the only bf she's had that I've liked. I'm very picky about people. Might sound bad, but, hey, that's how I am. Anyway... his name is Jeremy. He's a pretty cool guy. They've been together for almost 2 months I think. And we've got this friend we met here at school- Stephanie. Gosh I hate her. Not really, but she's just absolutely gorgeous. The kind of gorgeous that when she walks into a room, everybody watches her. She's tall and skinny, big boobs- which I really hate her for since mine aren't so big...- pretty brown eyes, long brown hair. And she's incredibly outgoing and funny. I have my funny moments. But I'm a shy little thing. If you talk to me, I can talk back and carry a conversation, but I can't initiate it. I'm super self-conscious and doin' that stuff is just out of my comfort zone. I'm workin' on it though. So we'll see what happens. Oh and Steph has a boyfriend of over 2 years. He's beautiful. And then there's me... I'm short, not skinny, skinny, but not fat. I like to think I'm pretty. But you can be the judge of that... I do, though, have a beautiful smile :) But I am single, all alone. But, it's whatev. It'll happen when it's supposed to happen I guess. Even though I really wish it would. Oh. Something else you should know about me... I'm a creeper. Not a legit creepy creeper. But a creeper. Mostly on Facebook. And on campus. There are guys on this campus that are gorgeous. But of course I can't talk to them. What would I say?? and why in the hell would someone that gorgeous be interested in little ole me, huh?? Oh well. Admiring from a far isn't so bad. Ish. Oh and "ish" is just about my favorite thing to say. Kinda random and going back a little bit but... My parents are married, I've got an older brother and a younger sister, and ttwo chihuahuas- Lola and Ringo. I adore them. And by them I mean my dogs. ha :p I do love my family though. So much. They mean the world to me, and I don't know what I would do without them. Oh! I forgot to talk about music... I love music. and I love to sing. I'm not a good singer, but I still love to do it. I used to listen to country music all the time but I've kinda drifted from it. Now I just listen to pop stuff I guess. I like Maroon 5, Adele, Duffy, Colbie Caillat, Jason Mraz, Chris Brown, THE BEATLES, ABBA, Teddy Geiger, Michael Buble, Hinder, Nickleback, Taylor Swift, the Jo Bros (yes, i do). I love to listen to jazz and the blues. I don't really know any artists. But the music is amazing and relaxes me. I used to play saxophone because I wanted to be a jazz artist. I should get back into that. and another artist that I love... ANOOP DESAI!!!!! :D His voice is incredible. I could listen to him all day. And he's gorgeous ;) So... I think that's pretty much it for now. Sorry if you kept reading because you thought it would get interesting and then it didn't. That'll probably happen with a lot of these :p

Anoop :)

p.s. don't except a post to ever be this long again. Writing's def not my thing...